Second day in language camp

it's freaking two am and i am tired. today was stange. let me just start from the beginning.

first of all. my blanket here is too short. i'm not the tallest person, but it was difficult to sleep. and it was cold, well, i'm always cold. i was really sleepy when i woke up, it took me a while to get up, but i managed it on time and even had time for breakfast.

i though today would be really easy for me, because i was off the hook, but today tired me more than yesterday, when i was in charge. the beginning of the day was very fun. Lena (a russian girl from my adventure class) arranged (it took me like half a minute to figure out how to write arrange lol) some pretty cool and fun games. then she arranged a photo hunt, which is always fun. got to walk around, talk and have fun in our group. after that three girls made a suggestion to organize the evenings, and all hell broke loose. all women arguing is not a pretty site to see, trust me. it kinda solved, but nobody was happy anymore. (i wasn't involved)

after lunch Lena arranged us search and rescue. there were roles we had to play ( i was a 16 year old who was pregnant). it lasted for ever. i probably walked about 10 km during that time and it was boring as hell for me because our group was very far from the girl we had to look for. and i was lacking of motivation somehow. so i was very passive. and i got so tired. when someone finally found the girl and saved her we all talked about what happened. and it made me even more tired. people started arguing again and it was a bit stupid.

then after dinner me and some other estonian girls and our female teacher talked even more about what happened (to get the emotions out privately). so another analysis. so girls bitched some more and it was time to analyze things with our adventure group. freaking analysis again. then we found out that the girl who is responsible for tomorrow is very sick, but she still wants to continue. so we talked and talked and talked about how Lena did and it was actually a good suprise that she was positive about us and me. usually she takes every opinion as an assault against her, but not today. she even smiled to me and thanked me fr being there for her and so on. it was heart warming.

after that we had to meet with the girls who wanted to do something together in the evening. (and since dinner i had been thinking about my paper, that i have to do). the gave us assignments and i was finally free. it was 20.30 by then. and boy was i tired.

ok, finally got time to do the paper. did i start then, oh no. had to chat and spend time on the internet and even omegle. then it was suddenly 23.oo and i started working. and it wasn't easy to start. but when i got going it wasn't so difficult to do. so with pauses i finally finished the freaking paper and send it, then i discovered that the deadline was 17.00. yay. good for me, because the paper wasn't just mine, it was with a girl. hope the teacher isn't very angry and still takes it in.

now i can finally go to bed to my tiny blanket and freeze some more :D
hope to get up earlier in the morning than i did today. doubt i will happen, but let's see.

i'm still checking this out all the time http://www.digisilm.ee/loomad/amur/pesakaamera.html (don't forget to click play) it's the cutest thing EVER.

a sleepy end today