Here I go

today i lost a friend. hopefully not for ever. i understand the reasons, but it's sill hard to cope.
tomorrow i have to go to a language camp, with people who i don't exactly love. i will manage fine, but i miss Siret, my friend who was always with me when we had things like this. she is in usa now, and i am really happy for her. today i finally got the first message from her, since she went there. she is doing great and loving every moment there. she also fell in love with NYC. god i'm jealous, i want to go there.

so, right now i finished my homework and preparation for the camp. i have to manage a whole day for the russians as a part of my adventure practice. i am going to do some icebreakers and after lunch i am going to teach first aid and the fun part about that is what comes after learning. i am going to simulate accidents so they can practise their knowledge. there will be screaming (suprisingly i am good at it) and fake blood and everything. should be fun.
I am really happy that my day is the first, because after that i can rest and just participate in other activities.

oh yes, i have a paper to write about arabia. due tomorrow. and that is why i am bringing my laptop with me (normally i wouldn't) hoping that there is internet there (it's estonia). and i am also planning to keep a diary there, so i can write here with more detail.

I am usually bad at blogging, but i want this blog to live. so i will do my best to write here every day.

hmm, i should go to bed now. after all it is 02.44 and i have to get up at 6.30 to pack my bag and head to camp. i should have done it today (packing), but no, always last minute.

Next post is going to be either tomorrow (if there is internet there and if there isn't i'm scrued) or in friday

I'm out